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February 18, 2007
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Breaking news. [
January 8, 2007
[ mood | blah ]

It's official...
Which is really hard for me to admit, I mean really.... I love Jojo.
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November 27, 2006
[ mood | chipper ]

But apparently it's actually Blizzard '07 ... because they use the new year...
but still...
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beauty in the breakdown. [
October 2, 2006
Black 30 GB here I come.
I wonder where my little love went off to? It kills me just thinking about it.
Oh well, at least I still have Rosemary to keep me company. =)
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September 28, 2006
[ mood | amused ]

I decided, as of now
that instead of continuing with this ridiculous idea of being on stage (like who thought that one up anyways, lets be honest)
I think I want to become a journalist turned socialite
Head to New York
Be starving and poor on the inside yet rich and fabulous on the outside... make friends with the glamorous and fabulous
Start by taking pictures of them ...and then suddenly become famous for my talent and everyone will be all in love with me
And then other journalists will be taking pictures of me, so it'll be all "I used to give respect when I shot someone! Why can't they do the same for me!"
Me = $$ for being semi good looking and in the spotlight for no particular reason
Someone will see me dancing at a club, I'll get discovered
Journalist turned Socialite turned Dancer... who suddenly has an undiscovered singing talent as well
Drop a record
Get a house in the Hamptons
Marry young handsome rich boy
Marvel at my Jimmy Choo collection
Have a pool
Drink lots of martinis


I need new icons.

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the end of an era [
June 26, 2006
So this year... Can't even begin to describe what it was like.
I made so many amazing friends and made so many memories.
I can't imagine leaving now.

I had my last party on June 16th.
The Pornstar Party

This is the end of an era.
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April 5, 2006
[ mood | aggravated ]

Harbour Dance Center July 10-21
Kaslo Jazz Fest August 5-7
Shambhala Music Festival 11-15

This summer is going to be unreal.
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//happy crap day. [
February 14, 2006
[ mood | confused ]

I did have an excellent evening tonight, going out with gals and having a grand ole time.
It's still difficult to see someone(s) from the past that are:
a) With someone else (or something to that affect)


b) Not caring in the least bit about you when only mere weeks ago it was all fantastic & whatnot.

And I'm not sure how to feel about it. Like part of me is sad, all 'woe is me ahh I'm so alone no one loves me waaah this sucks fucking lame ass day for losers whats the point I hate life and everyone who is in love and how come no one can love me?' And then the other part is just like whatever unemotional bitch... who is better off alone.

At the same time I don't want to be moppy and lame like all the other single teenagers out there who whine about how much they hate Valentine's Day, because its really awesome that everyone else who is in amazing relationships gets to enjoy it with their love's and gets to be all love-y and wonderful.

I really am so happy for everyone that gets to be blessed with their significant others envolvement in their lives.
Relationships are a lot of work and I commend everyone who sticks through it.
Then again, in my experience, they are just that, work.. maybe they aren't really for everyone else, its just like some sort of sick joke.
But then again.. why the fuck ain't I smelling the roses? Literally?

Haha. I'm so lames sometimes. Oh well. All's well that end's well. I really wouldn't be any happier with someone anyways, I'm so happy already.
I suppose I just appreciate that comfort factor. That's really what it comes down to.

That's all I can say.
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annd emo: [
February 4, 2006
[ mood | frustrated ]

why why why why why.


Why does this happen to me? I'm a good person!
Fuck you and your perfect relationship.

A 'good-bye' would have been nice?
dang. I almost lost my cool.
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January 23, 2006
[ mood | aggravated ]


I have an amazing family.
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Was it really worth staying up till 2 AM? [
January 18, 2006
[ mood | tired ]

New layout.
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January 11, 2006
Well, this sucks.
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``AH-HAH! [
January 2, 2006
[ mood | contemplative ]

New Years Quiz snagged from voguemartini

01. Is there any song(s) you listened to back-to-back-to-back-to-back this year?
Dare - Gorillaz
Jingle Jangle - Hot Hot Heat
The Blower's Daughter - Damien Rice
Loose Control - Missy Elliot
Home - Sarah Mclachlan
Run - Snow Patrol
Homecoming - Green Day
Happy - JoJo
Angel - Sarah Mchlachlan
Gheyadly - Next In Line
Push - Sarah Mclachlan
Christmas Day - Dido
Rapture - Blondie
Shopping For Blood - Franz Ferdinand

02. What was the single most beautiful physical, geographic place you found yourself in?
Kaslo River. During the summer. Ahh...

03. Who is a delightful person you met this year?
Well, I met a lot of people, because I started a new school and all but the only person I think who was actually delightful- Phil Kubara.

04. What was the biggest point of upheaval or change in your life since last December?
My parents getting divorced, moving across the province to live with my mom, my best friend, and my best friend's mom.

05. Did you fall in love this year? Say something about it? If not, what sorts of crushes or relationships or hobbies did you prefer?
I did. And have? Am? The first was the most amazing thing ever, and I don't think I'll ever be able to shake it off because it changed my complete attitude and made me a better person, if though it ended (is still ending?) terribly. And this second.. I don't like it, and wish it wasn't happening. Sad but true.

06. Who do you think you talked with the most over the last year?
Taina, because I live with her.

07. What is your favorite material belonging you acquired over the past year?
My ipod. Totally a common answer that a lot of people might say, but I'm actually serious.

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``happy new year. [
January 1, 2006
[ mood | amused ]

So. New Year's Resolutions:
1) Lose 10 pounds.
2) Never hold large party ever again.

Livin' in the Mix; It's 2006.Collapse )
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December 27, 2005

Hey all!
Merry Christmas & Happy New Year.
I hope the holidays have brought lots of good cheer, I know I have been blessed overwhelmingly by my family, friends, and gifts.
I FINALLY got to spend xmas in Victoria, for the first time in like 3 years. As much as I miss my mommy and all, cus she couldn't come out, it was so great to see all my aunts and uncles and cousins and grandparents. Plus my friends. I have awesome friends, have I mentioned that lately?
Soo for Christmas, I got:
-furry boots YAY haha
-'fantasy' by britney spears
-pink BS shirt? 'totally ticklish'.. yeaah idk
-2 rings, anklet
-3 body butters from the body shop
-lipgloss from the body shop
-family money
-HMV gift card
-random cute asian things, lol
-oil burner & 2 oils from the body shop
the most amazing gift ever
-either 2 weeks, 2 classes a day or 1 week, 4 classes a day in July
Ohhh emm geee.
So that probably means like nothing to anyone who lives in the US who reads this, haha.
But the moral of the story is that its this great dance school in Vancouver and they have this summer intensive program that I was planning on doing but not quite sure how I'd ever come up with the money... and now I can! I started crying and I'm still not like over the excitement. This summer is going to be AMAAAAZING.
Thanks Z & J. Love you lots.

The holidays have been soo good to me, I got to see everyone that I basically wanted to see while in Victoria and I'm headed back to Nelson tomorrow. Being with my family was basically the greatest gift ever. I couldn't possibly ask for more than to be surrounded by the people I love the most. I hope everyone else's Christmas was as amazing as mine! I get to celebrate it again when I get home, haha.
Lots of love!
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November 25, 2005
So about a million years ago, Taina and I saw Franz Ferdinad.

I love your friends, they're all so... arty...Collapse )
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//ima get get get get you drunk.. wtf is this song about anyways [
November 2, 2005
[ mood | aggravated ]

Its depressing to look at pictures of basically my whole future grad class
all together and happy
I wish I was there.

So bad.

Its not like I don't like it here...
I just would much rather be there.
ESPECIALLY now that I'm not .. retarded anymore.
But then I think.. familyfamilyfamilyfamilyfamily.
Gosh, its kind of lame thinking about that too, my family is so not a family right now.
Then I look at my wall with all there faces on it.

Whateeeverrrr Nelson is fun?
But boring....
and normaaaal.

Well. Approx. 9 months to gooo.
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... [
November 1, 2005
[nerd]I HAVE A NEW LAYOUT.[/nerd]
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October 27, 2005
[ mood | annoyed ]


Dance is shitty.

...K its not that bad buuut I'm not learning shit.

Choir is a joke, like most choirs these days. Ugly people & nerdy good singers.
There is nooo musical theatre.
I'm stage managing a play? wtf how did that happen...

They're doing Grease without me :'(

How am I expected to fulfill my dreams when I can't pass math 12
and teachers hate me ( K.. one does)
and I can't like... extend my knowledge of the performing arts world in this silly little town?

In good news, I'm still stellar in spanish and am almost fluent.
...weeelll not quite.
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// do you believe, in what you seee... [
October 18, 2005
[ mood | happy ]

Wow. It's been ages since I've updated!
Unfortunately this isn't going to be all that great...
Its currently 2 AM and I am WIDE awake. Scott and Taina are on my bed behind me...
Funny, just as I typed that they decided to head to bed =)
I'm listening to the Garden State Soundtrack and ITS SIMPLY FAB! I think you should all download it now or go BUY it...
Or something.
I'm so boring.
Anyways, so the last 3 weeks have been amazing. Between the 2 of us Taina and I spent about $1000.. but it was all so worth it! On Oct.4th we saw Franz Ferdinand liveee in Vancouver. Fucking fabulous! We even met them afterwards, and got autographs and hugs and ah.. they were soo cool. We had like row 13 seats.. which were still pretty good. But then we noticed that there was NO one sitting in the first couple rows, so we thought hey; why not just go sit until they come? THEY NEVER CAME. Front row for the whole show! It was soo great. The weekend before that we got to spend some time in Victoria, which was also amazing... got to go back to Claremont and see everyone. Also spent some much needed time with my family. Soo much love. I miss it all so much, it was nice to go back and have fun. After that we came home.. and basically went to school for one day before they decided to go on strike. I feel like I haven't been in school for months. That weekend we had multiple thanksgiving dinners which was really nice. Thennn on the 12th we headed back to the coast! The next day we saw The Killers live in Van. WOW GREATEST DAY EVERRRR. Definately will post some pictures in a week or so. I got to seee Lynette and Luke, pretty much my two favourite people in the whole wide world... that was really great too. But I'm home now, probably permanently for awhile. Amazingly, it's not really all that weird having no school. I've been so busy with other things that I actually haven't really noticed. It fucks overr our school though, cus we have 2.5 hr classes each day... which means there's about 6 lessons in a day as opposed to 4. It'll be interesting trying to catch up, IF we ever go back to school that is... it mostly means I need to get a job reeaaal bad.
Well, thats all for me tonight.
I hope you're guys' lives are all amazingly well... mine is quite nice at the moment.
Walking home from James's last night me and Taina were kind of marvelling about how;; we don't have problems at all. And its so refreshing. I like being normal, for once, in a long, long time.
Expect pictures soon!

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